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Saturday, 11 October 2008

  • Bottled Emotions

    It doesn't happen to me often but there are times in my life when I just can't deal with my emotions and they are so much that I just push them hard deep inside somewhere. Lately this is what I have had to do. I can't deal with the emotions of losing one of my best friends. I mean technically I know I didn't lose him, we will see each other again someday. But I just miss him so much. And I lost my job in the midst of all this as well. The other day I was sitting and just crying and then I had to be a dad, husband, and friend again, so I just got control and pushed the feelings down again and went on my day. I am not sure if this is the right thing to do or if I should just let it all out. But I know that I have four wonderful kids who need there dad and the most awesome wife who needs her husband, and I have the best friends a guy could ask for who need my friendship. And I can't go around wasting my time dealing with my emotions and feelings. I just wish this feeling of missing him would pass and I could stop pushing it back down.

    I miss you Josh!

Thursday, 18 September 2008

  • God loves me!

    I wanted to let you all know that God loves me and I know that he does but he is showing it off big time right now and I will defiantly share more when the time is right but for now I just wanted to say that God is Awesome and He is my provider, no doubt about it!

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

  •   Life has been a little bit of a roller coaster lately. But I am blessed in it all. My God is in control and I trust in His plan for my life and will stand on His word alone. One of my new Blessings is our new daughter Grace! She is so beautiful! Here are a few pictures:





Tuesday, 20 May 2008

  • Update!!!

    Well I don't have much time to write so I figured I could at least update everyone on what's been going on in my life.

    I am still working @ PEAK and enjoying every minuet of it!

    Ang and I are expecting our new baby Girl in September!

    Ang and I will be going down to Tulsa, OK to help our youth pastor run the most awesome youth confrence in the middle of June. You can check out the video here. 



    We have a new house and it is great!!!

    I graduated with my associates degree this past March!!!

    And well that is about all....

Monday, 04 February 2008

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